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[23 Nov 2003|03:46pm] |
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John Roberts is a genius beyond definition
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[20 Nov 2003|11:46pm] |
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Well, then rome was burnng Nero played the fiddle, of course he set it on fire himself, the stupid fuck. Maybe i caused all of this, but all i know is that ill do everything i can to make it better. Yeah, my past is not that to be proud of, ive been expelled, ive been in the special education program, i have manic epsiodes, im some what of a cumpulsive liar (the internet has made that alot easier too), but ive done everything i can to make up for my short comings. Ive done what few people can do, by limiting my emotional and mental symptoms by supressing them in my own mind. This has worked pretty well over the past few years, and progress has been apparent, but without atleast a small amount of rewards, it's hard to keep going. Lauren, the best reward i could ever ask her, my proof of diviinity, and my proof that im worthy of breathing oxygen that someone better than me could breath, my proof that im a human being. She is the only person to ever treat me in a way that makes me feel like i deserve to live. I don't know if she will be that reward much longer, because my past is nipping at my heal in a pirahna like fashion, in fact, im lucky to still have a knee cap. I need inspiration to keep going, i need a reason not to just give in. I need hope.
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[17 Nov 2003|11:29pm] |
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im listening to the velvet underground, naked, yeah
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[17 Nov 2003|09:30pm] |
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i skateboarded today, i really like my new board, it's an Anti Hero Tim Upson with Thunders and Spitfire 53mm (im DLX's whore right now). I landed some nicely popped kickflips off a bump, propably alittle over knee high, a few nollie flips, a switch heel (on flat), and then we headed for the Shit ledge, which is basically a brown painted ledge at a ghetto convience store, and luckily the dude working is in my government class, so it's no hassle to skate there. i skated well, and now im trying to chill, anxiety sucks
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[16 Nov 2003|11:40pm] |
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i just downloaded the client again, so i might post more, who knows
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[03 Apr 2003|10:02pm] |
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yeah so it's been a while since i updated, nothing much is going on, yeah.. skating is fun, music is good, yeah.
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[24 Jan 2003|11:04pm] |
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yeah
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[07 Jan 2003|10:25pm] |
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online I have discovered that almost nothing shocks me...I can see a picture of a butt ugly post-op transexual with a cleft palette molesting a poodle while pissing on a cross and it will have no effect on me...but I go ballistic if I see a web page on the "benefits" of scientology...go figure
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[28 Dec 2002|08:55pm] |
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foh sho, yesterday i snowboarded for the first time yesterday, i think i was pretty natural at it i dunno.. it was super fun though
christmas was cool i guess.. it's no big deal.. and i skated all day thursday, and will hopefully do the same tommorow..dope.
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[23 Dec 2002|12:50pm] |
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R.I.P. Joe Strummer
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[23 Dec 2002|12:37pm] |
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wow, 2 days till christmas... wierdness... i skated all weekend and im sore now, but it's worth it, i wanna skate more, and more, and more.. i love concrete
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[15 Dec 2002|09:28pm] |
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cheesecake is the reason
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[12 Dec 2002|07:43pm] |
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i have a girlfriend, im happy
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[04 Dec 2002|01:49pm] |
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im gonna update more now, cause i have alot of crap on my mind... im bummed about alot of stuff and happy about alot of other stuff... yeah
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[26 Nov 2002|08:34pm] |
I Am A: Neutral Good Half-Elf Ranger Cleric
Alignment:
Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'.
Race:
Half-Elves are a cross between a human and an elf. They are smaller, like their elven ancestors, but have a much shorter lifespan. They are sometimes looked down upon as half-breeds, but this is rare. They have both the curious drive of humans and the patience of elves.
Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.
Secondary Class:
Clerics are the voices of their God/desses on Earth. They perform the work of their deity, but this doesn't mean that they preach to a congregation all their lives. If their deity needs something done, they will do it, and can call upon that deity's power to accomplish their goals.
Deity:
Mielikki is the Neutral Good goddess of the forest and autumn. She is also known as the Lady of the Forest, and is the Patron of Rangers. Her followers are devoted to nature, and believe in the positive and outreaching elements of it. They use light armor, and a variety of weapons suitable for hunting, which they are quite skilled at. Mielikki's symbol is a unicorn head.
Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of NeppyMan (e-mail)
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[10 Sep 2002|07:22pm] |
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[03 Sep 2002|11:10pm] |
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im gonna start writing in this alot more, because i have alot to gripe about, so im making a list of stuff that bugs me
1. peoples complaning that punk is going mainstream (why the fuck are they watching mtv anyway)
2,. girls liking me because im a "sk8er boi", this was good at first but it's gotten lame
3 . people who call me a cheese fag
4. this dude who said aphex twin was an "industrial band" ...
5. not being able to think of anything else to gripe about.
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[25 Jul 2002|03:35pm] |
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i have noying to say...
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[23 May 2002|02:27pm] |
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i wanan see the flip video, bad
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